just for you

You wanted me to do this so i will.
O tristen what can i say about you. I love how we can talk for hours and hours straight. You always know how to make me smile. I love how you are so perverted. i love how we have so much in common. No matter what anyone says you are an amazing person. I love being around you and talking to you. I love how we never have awkward moments. Everything is so natural with us. Tristen carie briggs you are amazing in so many ways and i am glad we are together!!!

life

my life right now is very dull. i am blah all the time. I dont want to go smoke again to cope with my problems,but i dont know what to do. i just want to go live in another state or something. i dont feel anything. no happieness no anger ....just nothing hopefully this goes away soon, i dont like it.

Why Cant I

I keep telling myself that i am over her. For a little bit i thought i actually was. I cant believe i care that much about her. I really want to get over her but i cant stop thinking about her. I thought that me not seeing her would help but it has not worked. Why cant i get over her she is not that great. I need to replace her with someone else. Hopefully this works.

Mistakes

I guess we go through life and learn from our mistakes. Everybody warned me but I didnt listen. I have learned from my mistake. Dont fall for girls who everybody says is a whore. I am so done with her. I guess we can be friends but it will always different. Ill get on with my life and she will go on with hers. Eventually i will get over it but not soon.

I Cant belive

I cant believe i fell for all that crap. Maybe i am more naive and stupid than i thought. But maybe she does feel the same, or maybe she just wanted to tease me and play head games. But why couldn't she just tell me. I could have taken. It made it so much worse hearing from my best friend. Maybe its better that she is leaving. Maybe its for the best,maybe. I am almost sure that my feelings for her will never leave, unfortunately. I can never stop thinking about her. But now i know i need to.