why

why must i fuck up everthing. I was in love with a girl and she liked me and she liked this other guy. Me and her were doing perfect then my dumbass gets a girl friend. Then she gets with that guy. I miss that girl break up with my girl friend for her, even though she had a bf. Like really how dumb am i. Then i want to get back with my ex and she does not. I guess my stupid ass will be alone 4 ever.